I wonder if God feels alone
Cause we know he feels anger
And we know Heaven is his home.
So if he feels anger, then can he feel wronged?
He could also feel like a vacuum and as if something is gone.
See I struggle because the record button is on
Now I'm thinking too much and my performance is going to suck.
But when I don't have that record button on
I just be thinking and I be praying something.
What is it about trying to be perfect that you cannot allow the mistake to occur?
Gotta have it right before you even make a blurb
But when I do this without the record button I don't have to worry about that,
I could mess up and babble and repeat after that.
So I wonder if God feels alone.
I mean I know he feels anger and I know that heaven is his home
So he aint from where we from and I know he can feel wronged.
I know he feels love because well I have a son too
And all of us are just his children — at least that is how we understand it.
But he doesn't experience it like I experience you
He doesn't have an equal that he could just lay his shit out too
He dont have somebody that he could feel like he could talk too
Cause I dont talk to my son the way I talk to my wife
I don't think about day the way I think about night
I don't think about stars the way I think about dreams that are waiting to be seen
I wonder if God feels alone
Cause ever since I've been rocking with Him that's what his body feels like.
I wonder if God feels alone
Because it ain't nothing but distance that I've been sowing
And distance that I've been shown.
I see people get together and be like damn what happened to me?
Why am I so different that I can't be invited?
I hate the way that sounded.
But I wonder if God feels alone
I wonder if he ever wishes that earth was his home
And he could have something with somebody other than his Divinity
But then again this is just my thoughts,
This is just my art
Is this blasphemy for even thinking?
I'm going too far because now in a poetic hole I'm sinking.
When the record button was off I was literally just praying:
I wonder if God feels alone
Because the way I been feeling is as if this aint my home
The way I been feeling has been like if it's not this , then there gotta be something else.
The way I been feeling is like I could really give a damn about some wealth.
But I'm tired of feeling alone,
Because I think the more I fall in love with God
The more I feel like I have lost and that I'm gone
Theophilus Adoknyplan (“Lover of God who submits to the One True God”) is an unfaithful Lover of God who must actively choose to follow the plan of the Divine daily. The prayer of Theophilus is to grow out of attachment to this world and fully grasp at the realm of God, which was first introduced to the writer through the Black experience and consciousness of the catholic Church.
